I can’t help but be so bitter.
Sometimes you need to remind yourself that you were the one who carried you through the heartache. You are the one who sits with the cold body on the shower floor, and picks it up. You are the one who feeds it, who clothes it, who tucks it into bed, and you should be proud of that. Having the strength to take care of yourself when the world is trying to bleed you dry, that is the strongest thing in the universe.
before you fall asleep do everything you can to not think about how you wish they’d be there when you wake up
IT NEVER FAILS THAT ANY GUY I KINDA MAYBE THINK IS CUTE OR START TALKING TO IS IN THE MILITARY
DO THEY JUST THINK I AM ATTRACTED TO THAT
OR DOES MY BRAIN NOT THINK TWICE
EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM